Saturday, December 17, 2011

Guardian Angel....

I was having this dream the other night.  I was in a car that fell into a lake or body of water, and I was drowning.  Then, this beautiful angel came out of nowhere to save me...

At that same moment, serious, I heard a noise in my living room.  A bunch of my books were knocked off my shelf, but separated from the rest, lying alone in the middle of the room, was the book entitled "Angels and Demons".

I really feel this was a sign, that my guardian angel is watching over me.  I get signs all the time.  Makes me feel special. :)

I Corinthians 13.....LOVE.....

This passage from the Bible reminds me of what I am looking for in my life.....

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
 8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. 11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. 12 For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
 13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

September 2010 vs. January 2012.....

When I first separated from my ex in 2010, it was really weird.  The only way to describe it would be a feeling of being lost in the woods, or not being able to swim in the deep end.  And now, although being single is not ever completely comfortable to me, I just know things will work out for the better. God is watching over me.  I have made new friends, strengthened current friendships, and reattached to old ones.  I was surprised to find so many compassionate people in this world, so much so, that I want to give back.  Every day,  I am grateful for what I have in my life, help someone in need, and pray for people in need.  During the holidays I feel this more intensely.  When I look back at how my life used to be ten years ago, and how it is now, I realize things have progressed for the better.   I look forward to where my life will be going.  Nothing in is for certain right now, but I will find my way in the woods, and swim like a champ.  I have faith.

Also, I have a forgive list, and a prayer list.  If you are reading my blog, you are on my prayer list.  I wish all of you loads of health, wealth, and happiness in 2012.  Love you all!!!!!!

Saturday, December 10, 2011


Mr. Darcey and Elizabeth dancing. :)

Bruno Mars....It Will Rain...

The Architect

He has been texting and calling, every day.  I even tempted him to go get coffee, and he moved his schedule to meet me for a brief date.  We are supposed to hang out on Sunday for date number three, which I believe will happen  because he keeps referring to it as a positive thing.  I am going to take a guess he is seeing other people, because he made the date for Sunday, not Friday or Saturday.  Saturday is THE night for a date with someone.  Although he seems like a hard worker, when it interferes with weekends, I get weary.   His sense of humor is awesome.  When we talk, I am always laughing.  Humor indicates intelligence in a man, and can also mean people are on the save mental wave length.  You have to be able to laugh together.  We also have music, movies, and other small things in common.  

I am trying to keep in mind the great qualities my best friends have, and searching for this in my ideal guy:
humor of course, intelligence, loves family, spiritual, healthy lifestyle, text and email humorous items, shopping, movies, wine, community (someone who is charitable), loves children, patient, sensitive, and positive.